12/24: Just me, my parents and my two brothers; no fancy food for noche buena; I got a new phone (which I’ve been using since the 4th), a new pair of earphones, a couple of new clothes and a new pair of shoes (which I ordered for myself and is currently on its way here); my almost 2-year old brother is now the richest among us; slept at around 3am after having sesh with non other than myself (ugh, another one of those episodes).

12/25: Visited *mommy and brought her flowers; spent the entire day at our relatives’ house; food was overflowing; stuffed myself with all the food I can eat until I hated myself (ha ha hay); went home earlier than usual; finished Cecilia Ahern’s Love, Rosie and cried.

So… nothing much happened. And unlike the past years, I wasn’t really excited for Christmas this year. It might even be the loneliest Christmas I’ve ever experienced. It’s just different, but I guess I have to adjust.

Also, I’ve been having a lot of episodes lately and I’ve been missing a lot of people. I can’t even describe what I feel. I just… I have no words. I guess I’ll just leave you with this **picture and hope that you’re feeling better than I do. It’s still not too late to wish you guys Merry Christmas, is it? Ha ha. Happy new year na nga lang!

*RF: I call my maternal grandma ‘mommy’ and my mom ‘mama.’

**Forget what I said about ending this post with a picture. I can’t find my memory card! :P